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2005-08-16T22:41:02Z

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grrrrrr

2005-04-12T06:42:08Z

I can't tell him so i'm going to type it up............ever since this one time i went to the mall w/him and we saw american eagle and i LOVE that store soo much and when i wanted to go in there and check it out like ...i LOVE this store i used to only buy my clothing from and i would always take my daddy too but now i can't. you knwo why well okay we were in this mall and i wanted to go to my favorited store w/my new boyfriend and well when he saw that i wanted to go in there he gave a ugly face and just said ugh only stupid people like "satan" shop there i've spent plenty of money there on that bitch and so on and so fourth........YEAH i felt like SHIT thats only like my favorite store and of course i didnt tell him cus i don't wanna be anymore like satan than he already said i resembled and pacsun too i don't think i've bought anything from there either cus of course he's spent alot of money there too on "satan" so of course i feel like shit again and i don't wanna shop there or ever take him there with me cus it reminds him of Satan!!! AND THEN he shows me a picture later...this makes me feel great.....and shes wearing a shirt that OF COURSE i already have and hes like yep theres satan. i swear i went home and hid that shirt in my dresser... i should just throw it or burn it or sumthin cus now i let it out that i don't ever want to wear amercan eagle i don't have a favorite "brand" anymore....and i just feel like i'll make a wrong move and remind him of satan and he'll hate me.

WOW I haven't posted in FOREVER

2005-04-11T04:14:57Z

Geez i haven't even put anything on here in forever really since november. holy moly its already my month.. i'm going to be 20 in less than a month!!!!! well, i hope its a good birthday cus i have a freaking final exam in political science. but roland will be there and he always makes everything better cus he's wonderful. well i gotta get back to work cus i've been horribly sick. blah

CHILL MODE

2004-10-04T17:25:19Z

Well, i haven't updated in like FOREVER. i am now back in the bluff (blah) out of orlando and i miss is soo much , hurricanes and all. i've come the conclusion that tony thursdays were the best thursdays ever and i miss them but i'm over it. Since i've been home my friends and perspective on things have changed alot.

i have to talk about our plot against steven whos name is now Asshole. why? because he is one. anyways well on jonjons bday i made out w/steven thinking he was semi single Then i came to find out his freaking ex and him are always together and supposedly they're going out again...well thats what he tells jon and adam. so for the past few months i've been diggin up some info on this jerk and he is a big fat CHEATER so i'm sooo glad that i never got w/him he is such a freaking man whore i don't even want to go into details about it. THEN hes goes on to get mad a jonjon for being my friend and they have a little fight abuot it and the asshole gets adam on his side too so now jon feels like shit and they think that jon likes me (which he doesn't, he likes michell) and then they say that i'm TROUBLE why I DUNNO they just say it. soooo since they say that i'm trouble then i'm going to live up to that. Jon doesn't know but me and valerie and michell went to the assholes house and egged and vasalined and silly stringed his truck MUAHAHAHA but i never hearda nything about it so poo WELL then me and jonjon and Leanne went to the band concert jus recently and steven and his "gf "(her names val) were there so we all went out to eat and of course i looked like a million bucks. and we made steven feel all akward and everything....you should have heard and seen him when he introduced me and val LOL PRICELESS anyways steven goes and tells me and leanne later online that they aren't what we think that they are.. and he tells Leanne after she asks if he still likes me or not he thinks i'm wonderful but jon doesn't want anything to happen so he respects that!!! wtf?!1 so then me and jonjon so to petco (where val works) to visit her cus jon said he would and she totally told steven and he totally freaked !! lmao we have him shakin in his boots YaY

the bad part about all this shit is i think....well i know i still have feelings for him and only leanne knows it.. jon thinks im totally over him...but i'm not and i get so mad bout that cus i know that he still likes me, but i know all the shit he does and i can help the feelings i have for him and still think he's a big asshole...........................AHHH i don't know. my life is like a freaking soap opera...speaking of which i have to go watch mine

to be continued.........dun dun dun

WOOHOO!!!

2004-03-15T05:28:20Z

MY PARENTS BROUGHT MY CAR TO ME WOO HOO!!!! I'M HAPPY

Down in the dumps

2004-02-21T05:59:09Z

Not Having a Good Day at all.......I WANT MY CAR!!!

Oh goodness

2004-02-19T07:26:06Z

well,

last night i was talking to leanne online and i didn't want to talk to steven but leanne did (kinda for me) hehe well he just confused the hell out of me cus.....oh i don't even know anymore all i know is that i like him and i feel like he kinda likes me but not really so it makes me sad and angry but i can't do a damn thing about it so then i just feel helpless so i'm all twisted in emotions not the greatest feelings...... i hate liking ppl it sucks big monkey balls

well hello all

2004-02-18T07:06:12Z

hello all!! i just got this little journal thing for my friend katy but it looks pretty cool! i'm kinda excited. i've been lookin for a new stress outlet cus my friend jon jon isn't helping very much ....he hasn't been paying attention to me lately and then alot of times i want to talk about steven and i can't do that w/jon cus they're best friends too so yea.... and especially now cus steven has me all kinds of confused and mixed up, happy sad and angry all at once AHHH umm yeah thats my love status right now totally mixed up......... but i did meet this cutie the other day at taco bell ; ) hes a floridian tho and he doesn't really seem my type so ehh oh well, Well....i still Really like my tall dark and handsome man in texas....well heres a little bit about me....................i'm 18 (19 in may) i am from CC texas but right now i live in Orlando Florida cus i'm on the WDW College Program and i work at Disneys Grand Floridian in one of the restaurants as a hostess...its pretty fun.. when i'm not eating or baking something to eat i'm either sleeping working watching tv. or trying to practice baton twirling but i haven't been as much as i shouold but i'm getting better at it, cept i only practice at like 2 in the morning i'm really pretty boring i don't go out that much since i moved here i did have a little too much to drink the other night but partialy bc i was upset about somthing w/steven (of course) BUT oh well i survived...and i've just been a bum over here ever since really sucks not having a car you really Can't do anything i've been w/o a car for 2 Months i'm about to go crazy...no really... i am..jk...i just hate riding the bus, but thats a whole nother story